Abyss.

Do you know what it is?
To be there? To see that unending darkness?
To feel that fall?
To go somewhere and not see the way back?

When your heart beats and that's all you can hear?
See nothing, feel nothing, know nothing?
The Beating. Only the beating.

The horrifying depth.
To go so deep into something, that you can never come back?
To lie there. Just lie. Not exist.
No memory. No life.
The Beating. Only the beating.

To know the way out but not wanting it.
To know life but wanting submission.
To know what can be done but doing nothing.
No moving, no thinking, no being.
The Beating. only the Beating.

To go downward a bottomless dark pit.
To float in the never-ending.
To know, but only knowing Solitude.
To see, but only seeing the Black.
To hear, but hear only The Beating. The Beating.

Agony. Suffocation. A never ending trip downwards.

Do you know what it is?
To enter the Abyss, to never leave?