Abyss.

Do you know what it is?
To be there? To see that unending darkness?
To feel that fall?
To go somewhere and not see the way back?

When your heart beats and that's all you can hear?
See nothing, feel nothing, know nothing?
The Beating. Only the beating.

The horrifying depth.
To go so deep into something, that you can never come back?
To lie there. Just lie. Not exist.
No memory. No life.
The Beating. Only the beating.

To know the way out but not wanting it.
To know life but wanting submission.
To know what can be done but doing nothing.
No moving, no thinking, no being.
The Beating. only the Beating.

To go downward a bottomless dark pit.
To float in the never-ending.
To know, but only knowing Solitude.
To see, but only seeing the Black.
To hear, but hear only The Beating. The Beating.

Agony. Suffocation. A never ending trip downwards.

Do you know what it is?
To enter the Abyss, to never leave?

LOOKING BACK.

All of us at some point or the other look back and contemplate about the things we've done,
the decisions we have taken, the opportunities we've missed and the words we should/shouldn't have said. All of us want to change those few words we said that really did matter.

Pain. Temporary comfort. False assurances.

Could have been avoided.

We all want to go back in time and change that one left to right, that yes to a no, that one
silence into words.

Do you remember any such decisions you took that changed the course of your life? How much
thought do you give that now?
Does it change anything?

We all have that one person we wish we did not meet, that one person we wanted more than anything, that one thing we tried so hard for yet failed.
Looking back on these things, what do you feel now? Regret? Defeat?
Does it change anything?

When we're sad, we look back to a time when we were happy. Is this relationship the right thing?
Was I better off then? How much do you try to find your past in your present? Have you found it?
Did it change anything?

There is usually a lot of Regret. I should have done this, shouldn't have done that. I lost some
time there, some money here. How often do we look back on things that made us happy?

Something you did for someone.

That one smile that took your breath away.

That promise you kept.

The tiny dream you fulfilled.

That one walk. That one touch.

That one fragrance.

If you're sad, don't sulk and think how happy you were back then. Think of things that make you
happy. Think of Change.

Sooner or later, it sure will come to you.

If you look back, let it help you move forward.

Let it make you smile.

Let it be meaningful.

Let it help you.

Let it.