I don't know why but I'm going through an extremely talkative phase right now. Not that my phases last long, but anyway.
So many questions are demanding answers right now. Most of them I'm sure I don't wanna hear at all. A desperate need to entangle all the thoughts. So much to say, so little it's worth.
There are these times in life when you've tried the best you can and eventually given up. There comes a time when suddenly you realise you could have stuck there and made a difference. I don't know whether I should, I could have or I still can but thats all that comes to my mind off late.
It's past 3am now and I'm still stuck on these thoughts. They won't leave me. I'm not getting anywhere with so much thinking I know. I'l be damned either ways. Even if I give a chance, even if I don't. It's best to move on from people and the drama they sometimes carry. If nothing else, you can atleast live without a blockage of not so neccessary thoughts.
I hate it when your mind takes you to places you don't wanna go.
